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  • Notes on *Christ the Stranger*

    I want to return to Christ the Stranger: The Theology of Rowan Williams by Benjamin Myers 📚

    …A book that I read some time ago but want to note a few key quotes.

    In a discussion on Rowan Williams formation by Orthodox theology, Myers notes the profundidty of the theology of the cross and the ‘Eastern’ approach of “Negative Theology” (What God is not):

    Crucifixion: >Looking into the darkness of Golgotha, he lurches back into the brooding depths of creation, where the swirling galaxies take form in his own congealing blood. His wounds cut deep into the sinews of eternity; he has bled forever, crying while his blood brought forth the ‘heat and weight’ of all the worlds. ‘There was a cross in the heart of God before there was one planted on the green hill outside Jerusalem.’

    Apophatic approach: >Negative theology, he argues, can never be ‘a move in a conceptual game’; it is not a technique, or a linguistic trick, or a clever way of circumventing obstacles in our language about God. It is rather a process of transformation, a conversion of the intellect – or rather, a conversion of the whole self – whereby we are drawn outside ourselves into the presence of someone who is different. According to Lossky, the doctrine of the trinity is a crucifixion of the intellect, ‘a cross for human ways of thought.’ If the cross is a revelation of God’s identity, then personality itself – what it means to be a person – is revealed as a ‘kenotic’ reality. In the trinity, there is no self-interest, no ‘individual will,’ but only an enormous movement of painful, ecstatic self-renunciation. This self-renouncing pattern of life is the root of all personal being.

    Lastly, a key passage about Williams as a poet:

    …Williams argues, the poet confronts the failure of language with complete honesty, and then endures this failure in order to go on speaking: ‘The return to language requires an act of faith, and an acceptance of the probability of failure.’Such a return to language is grounded in a Wittgensteinian awareness that there are no private or individual meanings, only the shared meanings that we exchange with one another. Part of the vocation of poets is to share with others their experience of the difficulty of language, their hurtful awareness of limitation, frustration, and inarticulacy. It is not the successes of poets but their failures that matter most: poets expand our human capacities by exposing us to the sheer objectivity of language, the way it enables human community while resisting human mastery and control.

    → 1:55 PM, Nov 20
  • Quid Pro Quo
    Paul Mariani

    Just after my wife’s miscarriage (her second
    in four months), I was sitting in an empty
    classroom exchanging notes with my friend,
    a budding Joyce scholar with steelrimmed
    glasses, when, lapsed Irish Catholic that he was,
    he surprised me by asking what I thought now
    of God’s ways toward man. It was spring,

    such spring as came to the flintbacked Chenango
    Valley thirty years ago, the full force of Siberia
    behind each blast of wind. Once more my poor wife
    was in the local four-room hospital, recovering.
    The sun was going down, the room’s pinewood panels
    all but swallowing the gelid light, when, suddenly,
    I surprised not only myself but my colleague

    by raising my middle finger up to heaven, quid
    pro quo, the hardly grand defiant gesture a variant
    on Vanni Fucci’s figs, shocking not only my friend
    but in truth the gesture’s perpetrator too. I was 24,
    and, in spite of having pored over the Confessions
    & that Catholic Tractate called the Summa, was sure
    I’d seen enough of God’s erstwhile ways toward man.

    That summer, under a pulsing midnight sky
    shimmering with Van Gogh stars, in a creaking,
    cedarscented cabin off Lake George, having lied
    to the gentrified owner of the boys’ camp
    that indeed I knew wilderness & lakes and could,
    if need be, lead a whole fleet of canoes down
    the turbulent whitewater passages of the Fulton Chain

    (I who had last been in a rowboat with my parents
    at the age of six), my wife and I made love, trying
    not to disturb whosever headboard & waterglass
    lie just beyond the paperthin partition at our feet.
    In the great black Adirondack stillness, as we lay
    there on our sagging mattress, my wife & I gazed out
    through the broken roof into a sky that seemed

    somehow to look back down on us, and in that place,
    that holy place, she must have conceived again,
    for nine months later in a New York hospital she
    brought forth a son, a little buddha-bellied
    rumplestiltskin runt of a man who burned
    to face the sun, the fact of his being there
    both terrifying & lifting me at once, this son,

    this gift, whom I still look upon with joy & awe. Worst,
    best, just last year, this same son, grown
    to manhood now, knelt before a marble altar to vow
    everything he had to the same God I had had my own
    erstwhile dealings with. How does one bargain
    with a God like this, who, quid pro quo, ups
    the ante each time He answers one sign with another?

    → 10:20 AM, Nov 3
  • Bitter-Sweet
    By George Herbert

    AH, my dear angry Lord,
    Since Thou dost love, yet strike;
    Cast down, yet help afford;
    Sure I will do the like.

    I will complain, yet praise;
    I will bewail, approve:
    And all my sour-sweet days
    I will lament, and love.

    → 10:41 AM, Oct 28
  • Resurrection Poem(s)

    I want to revisit Piero della Francesca’s Resurrection. After sharing a Wendell Berry poem written in response to the painting, I again came across the image in Benjamin Myers’ book, Christ the Stranger: The theology of Rowan Williams. In Christ the Stranger, the fifteenth century work helps introduce the intellectual history of the former archbishop of Canterbury. Myers notes that the “mute eloquence” of visual theology, like frescos and icons, serves as “a leitmotif” in Williams’ poetry.

    And so, it turns out, there exists at least two poems in response to this masturful image, by at least two wise and thoughtful contemporary thinkers in Berry and Williams. An embarrassment of riches! What kind of poetry blog would this be if I did not let poetry speak for itself and give the last word. Here now is Rowan Willams poem, “Resurrection: Borgo San Sepolcro.”

    Today it is time. Warm enough, finally
    to ease the lids apart, the wax lips of a breaking bud
    defeated by the steady push, hour after hour,
    opening to show wet and dark, a tongue exploring,
    an eye shrinking against the dawn. Light
    like a fishing line draws its catch straight up,
    then slackens for a second. The flat foot drops,
    the shoulders sags. Here is the world again, well-known,
    the dawn greeted in snoring dreams of a familiar
    winter everyone prefers. So the black eyes
    fixed half-open, start to search, ravenous,
    imperative, they look for pits, for hollows where
    their flood can be decanted, look
    for rooms ready for commandeering, ready
    to be defeated by the push, the green implacable
    rising. So he pauses, gathering the strength
    in his flat foot, as the perspective buckles under him,
    and the dreamers lean dangerously inwards. Contained,
    exhausted, hungry, death running off his limbs like
    drops
    from a shower, gathering himself. We wait,
    paralysed as if in dreams, for his spring.

    → 11:40 AM, Oct 12
  • The Quality of Sprawl
    Les Murray

    Sprawl is the quality
    of the man who cut down his Rolls-Royce
    into a farm utility truck, and sprawl
    is what the company lacked when it made repeated efforts
    to buy the vehicle back and repair its image.

    Sprawl is doing your farming by aeroplane, roughly,
    or driving a hitchhiker that extra hundred miles home.
    It is the rococo of being your own still centre.
    It is never lighting cigars with ten-dollar notes:
    that’s idiot ostentation and murder of starving people.
    Nor can it be bought with the ash of million-dollar deeds.

    Sprawl lengthens the legs; it trains greyhounds on liver and beer.
    Sprawl almost never says Why not? With palms comically raised
    nor can it be dressed for, not even in running shoes worn
    with mink and a nose ring. That is Society. That’s Style.
    Sprawl is more like the thirteenth banana in a dozen
    or anyway the fourteenth.

    Sprawl is Hank Stamper in Never Give an Inch
    bisecting an obstructive official’s desk with a chainsaw.
    Not harming the official. Sprawl is never brutal
    though it’s often intransigent. Sprawl is never Simon de Montfort
    at a town-storming: Kill them all! God will know his own.
    Knowing the man’s name this was said to might be sprawl.

    Sprawl occurs in art. The fifteenth to twenty-first
    lines in a sonnet, for example. And in certain paintings;
    I have sprawl enough to have forgotton which paintings.
    Turner’s glorious Burning of the Houses of Parliament
    comes to mind, a doubling bannered triumph of sprawl –
    except, he didn’t fire them.

    Sprawl gets up the nose of many kinds of people
    (every kind that comes in kinds) whose futures don’t include it.
    some decry it as criminal presumption, silken-robed Pope Alexander
    dividing the new world between Spain and Portugal.
    If he smiled in petto afterwards, perhaps the thing did have sprawl.

    Sprawl is really classless, though. It’s John Christopher Frederick Murray
    asleep in his neighbours‘ best bed in spurs and oilskins
    but not having thrown up:
    sprawl is never Calum who, drunk, along the hallways of our House,
    reinvented the Festoon. Rather
    it’s Beatrice Miles going twelve hundred ditto in a taxi,
    No Lewd Advances, No Hitting Animals, No Speeding,
    on the proceeds of her two-bob-a-sonnet Shakespeare readings.
    An image of my country. And would that it were more so.

    No, sprawl is full-gloss murals on a council-house wall.
    Sprawl leans on things. It is loose-limbed in its mind.
    Reprimanded and dismissed
    it listens with a grin and one boot up on the rail
    of possibility. It may have to leave the Earth.
    Being roughly Christian, it scratches the other cheek
    and thinks it unlikely. Though people have been shot for sprawl.

    → 3:08 PM, Sep 30
  • Stay
    A Blessing for Ascension Day
    By Jan Richardson

    I know how your mind
    rushes ahead
    trying to fathom
    what could follow this.
    What will you do,
    where will you go,
    how will you live?

    You will want
    to outrun the grief.
    You will want
    to keep turning toward
    the horizon,
    watching for what was lost
    to come back,
    to return to you
    and never leave again.

    For now
    hear me when I say
    all you need to do
    is to still yourself
    is to turn toward one another
    is to stay.

    Wait
    and see what comes
    to fill
    the gaping hole
    in your chest.
    Wait with your hands open
    to receive what could never come
    except to what is empty
    and hollow.

    You cannot know it now,
    cannot even imagine
    what lies ahead,
    but I tell you
    the day is coming
    when breath will
    fill your lungs
    as it never has before
    and with your own ears
    you will hear words
    coming to you new
    and startling.
    You will dream dreams
    and you will see the world
    ablaze with blessing.

    Wait for it.
    Still yourself.
    Stay.

    → 9:51 PM, Jul 14
  • “On Angels”

    By Czeslaw Milosz

    All was taken away from you: white dresses,
    wings, even existence.
    Yet I believe you,
    messengers.

    There, where the world is turned inside out,
    a heavy fabric embroidered with stars and beasts,
    you stroll, inspecting the trustworthy seams.

    Short is your stay here:
    now and then at a matinal hour, if the sky is clear,
    in a melody repeated by a bird,
    or in the smell of apples at the close of day
    when the light makes the orchards magic.

    They say somebody has invented you
    but to me this does not sound convincing
    for the humans invented themselves as well.

    The voice — no doubt it is a valid proof,
    as it can belong only to radiant creatures,
    weightless and winged (after all, why not?),
    girdled with the lightning.

    I have heard that voice many a time when asleep
    and, what is strange, I understood more or less
    an order or an appeal in an unearthly tongue:
    day draws near
    another one
    do what you can.

    → 11:08 AM, Apr 21
  • Jamming your machine

    Laity Lodge has just published their retreat schedule for this summer! What a thrill. To that end, I’d like to share a bit of poetry from one of the speakers who, one day, I hope to meet.

    On being told my poetry was found in a broken photocopier By Malcolm Guite

    My poetry is jamming your machine
    It broke the photo-copier, I’m to blame,
    With pictures copied from a world unseen.

    My poem is in the works -I’m on the scene
    We free my verse, and I confess my shame,
    My poetry is jamming your machine.

    Though you berate me with what might have been,
    You stop to read the poem, just the same,
    And pictures, copied from a world unseen,

    Subvert the icons on your mental screen
    And open windows with a whispered name;
    My poetry is jamming your machine.

    For chosen words can change the things they mean
    And set the once-familiar world aflame
    With pictures copied from a world unseen

    The mental props give way, on which you lean
    The world you see will never be the same,
    My poetry is jamming your machine
    With pictures copied from a world unseen

    Also: A lovely video from Laity Lodge wherein Guite recites his poem.

    → 10:29 AM, Apr 11
  • Feast Day of Isaac the Syrian

    Today is the feast day of Isaac the Syrian. Here is one of his works included in a volume compiled by the poet Scott Cairns.

    Love’s Purpose
    by Saint Isaac of Nineveh

    In love did He bring the world
    into being, and in love
    does He guide its difficult,
    slow-seeming journey now
    through the arc of time. In love will He
    one day bring all the world to a wondrous,
    transformed state, and utterly
    in love will it be taken wholly up
    into the great mystery of the One
    who has performed these things — and all of this so that
    in love absolutely will the course
    and form and governance of all creation
    at long last be comprised.

    → 6:57 PM, Jan 28
  • "Year’s End" BY Richard Wilbur

    Now winter downs the dying of the year,
    And night is all a settlement of snow;
    From the soft street the rooms of houses show
    A gathered light, a shapen atmosphere,
    Like frozen-over lakes whose ice is thin
    And still allows some stirring down within.

    I’ve known the wind by water banks to shake
    The late leaves down, which frozen where they fell
    And held in ice as dancers in a spell
    Fluttered all winter long into a lake;
    Graved on the dark in gestures of descent,
    They seemed their own most perfect monument.

    There was perfection in the death of ferns
    Which laid their fragile cheeks against the stone
    A million years. Great mammoths overthrown
    Composedly have made their long sojourns,
    Like palaces of patience, in the gray
    And changeless lands of ice. And at Pompeii

    The little dog lay curled and did not rise
    But slept the deeper as the ashes rose
    And found the people incomplete, and froze
    The random hands, the loose unready eyes
    Of men expecting yet another sun
    To do the shapely thing they had not done.

    These sudden ends of time must give us pause.
    We fray into the future, rarely wrought
    Save in the tapestries of afterthought.
    More time, more time. Barrages of applause
    Come muffled from a buried radio.
    The New-year bells are wrangling with the snow.

    → 1:09 PM, Jan 1
  • Christmas Poem: New Heaven, New War

    By Robert Southwell SJ, Martyr at 33

    [...]

    This little babe, so few days old,
    Is come to rifle Satan’s fold;
    All hell doth at his presence quake.
    Though he himself for cold do shake,
    For in this weak unarmèd wise
    The gates of hell he will surprise.

    With tears he fights and wins the field;
    His naked breast stands for a shield;
    His battering shot are babish cries,
    His arrows looks of weeping eyes,
    His martial ensigns cold and need,
    And feeble flesh his warrior’s steed.

    His camp is pitchèd in a stall,
    His bulwark but a broken wall,
    The crib his trench, hay stalks his stakes,
    Of shepherds he his muster makes;
    And thus, as sure his foe to wound,
    The angels’ trumps alarum sound.

    My soul, with Christ join thou in fight;
    Stick to the tents that he hath pight;
    Within his crib is surest ward,
    This little babe will be thy guard.
    If thou wilt foil thy foes with joy,
    Then flit not from this heavenly boy.

    → 12:00 AM, Dec 25
  • The Lazarus Poet

    Leafing thru this list of peotry resources from poet Christian Wiman, I found a great article on T.S. Eliot by former archbishop Rowan Williams.

    From Rowan Williams (Poetic stanzas Eliot’s):

    Where, then, is healing? Here Eliot is at his most stark: there is no escape, except into fantasy. There is only a penetrating further into the blackness and destructiveness of the world. Face the truth; face the fact that the world is a world of meaninglessness, of destruction, violence, death, and loss, that no light of ecstasy can change this. Only when we stop projecting patterns on to the world can we live without illusion, and living without illusion is the first step to salvation. “Only through time time is conquered.” And here the starkness gives way to gospel. If there is a God whose will is for the healing of men and women, he can heal only by acting in the worldliness of the world, in and through the vortex of loss and death. He must share the condition of our sickness, our damnation, so as to bring his life and his fullness into it.

            The wounded surgeon plies the steel
    
            That questions the distempered part;
    
            Beneath the bleeding hands we feel
    
            The sharp compassion of the healer’s art
    
            Resolving the enigma of the fever chart.
    

    This is the pivot of the Quartets: God has borne all that we bear and so has made the fabric of history his own garment. The world has no discernable meaning or pattern, but into it there has entered the compassion of God. Give up the futile struggle to dominate and organize the chaos of the world in systems and mythologies, and realize that the empty destitution of confronting darkness is the only way in which love can begin. Only if we are honest about the world can we see the choices that confront us. Either there is only destruction and death, or there is destruction and death that we can take into ourselves to let it burn away our self-obsession and so make room for active love, compassion, mutual giving, life in communion. And the only sign of this possibility is the ambivalent memory of a dead and betrayed man.

            The dripping blood our only drink,
    
            The bloody flesh our only food.
    
    → 2:02 PM, Jul 29
  • Remember Me

    Last week, about this time, I set off for my maiden voyage to Laity Lodge. There, I met some great people and heard some wise words on the Lord’s Prayer from Wesley Hill and Alan Jacobs. For Jacobs, wise words means poetry. He shared what he called two short sermons and three poems: George Herbert’s “Prayer,” Richard Wilbur’s “Love Calls Us…,” and Andrew Hudgins “Praying Drunk.”

    In the course of his talk, Alan Jacobs kept calling the poems prayers. I think the connection is more than just a slip of the tongue. The poem and prayer that’s stuck with me most is the last line of “Praying Drunk,” “Remember me.”

    → 1:17 PM, Jul 29
  • Awesome Love

    BY CZESLAW MILOSZ

    Love means to learn to look at yourself
    The way one looks at distant things
    For you are only one thing among many.
    And whoever sees that way heals his heart,
    Without knowing it, from various ills—
    A bird and a tree say to him: Friend.

    Then he wants to use himself and things
    So that they stand in the glow of ripeness.
    It doesn’t matter whether he knows what he serves:
    Who serves best doesn’t always understand.

    Awe is the feeling we have when we encounter the monumental or immeasurable. We experience a sudden shrinking of the self, yet a rapid expansion of the soul.
    —Nick Cave


    The common ground between awe and love would seem to be 'a sudden shrinking of the self,' 'the way one looks at distant things.' When we love, we find the monumental and immeasurable. When we wonder, we learn to see in a way that heals the heart without knowing it.

    → 2:03 PM, Jul 7
  • Bridge to The Hemispheres

    I first heard these bits of C.S. Lewis brought together in a talk by the poet Rev Malcolm Guite. I've often since thought that they help explain the prayer from Psalm 86:11:

    Teach me Your way, O Lord, that I will walk in Your truth; bind my heart to fear Your name.

    From Surprised by Joy:1

    The two hemispheres of my mind were in the sharpest contrast. On the one side a many-sided sea of poetry and myth; on the other a glib and shallow “rationalism.” Nearly all that I loved I believed to be imaginary; nearly all that I believed to be real I thought grim and meaningless.

    Reason2
    BY C.S. LEWIS3

    Set on the soul's acropolis the reason stands
    A virgin, arm'd, commercing with celestial light,
    And he who sins against her has defiled his own
    Virginity: no cleansing makes his garment white;
    So clear is reason. But how dark, imagining,
    Warm, dark, obscure and infinite, daughter of Night:
    Dark is her brow, the beauty of her eyes with sleep
    Is loaded and her pains are long, and her delight.
    Tempt not Athene. Wound not in her fertile pains
    Demeter, nor rebel against her mother-right.
    Oh who will reconcile in me both maid and mother,
    Who make in me a concord of the depth and height?
    Who make imagination's dim exploring touch
    Ever report the same as intellectual sight?
    Then could I truly say, and not deceive,
    Then wholly say, that I B E L I E V E.


    1. More developed quote from Surprised by Joy and page number can be found on this blog. ↩︎

    2. The poem is a posthumous publication originally untitled. ↩︎

    3. Included in The Collected Poems ↩︎

    → 8:13 PM, Jun 23
  • To Stay: A poetic definition

    Abide means sickness and sarcoma, waves
    at your chin and satan’s grin
    won’t swallow. Engulfed in saline
    the buoyant body bobs
    in limbo. Only in dream
    can I breathe water but here
    I wake where
    fear stays.

    I was introduced to Julia over at Narrative RX through the CPE residency. About a month ago, I attended one of their, online, close reading workshops. This poem came as the result of a free writing exercise. I like the idea of defining a word poetically, which is an idea I stole from Christian Wiman’s poem “Every Riven Thing.”

    → 12:42 PM, Jun 2
  • "Some kind of beauty..."

    So rescue yourself from these general themes and write about what your everyday life offers you; describe your sorrows and desires, the thoughts that pass through your mind and your belief in some kind of beauty—describe all these with heartfelt, silent, humble sincerity and, when you express yourself, use the things around you, the images from your dreams, the objects that you remember. If your everyday life seems poor, don’t blame it; blame yourself; admit to yourself that you are not enough of a poet to call forth its riches; because for the creator there is not poverty and no poor, indifferent place.

    —Rainer Maria Rilke

    → 1:19 PM, Apr 26
  • In Every Tree

    We sat outside at church this morning with a Live Oak blocking our view of the preacher. I kept thinking of this poem I read from Plough’s recent collection of Easter Poems.

    I See His Blood

    I see his blood upon the rose
    And in the stars the glory of his eyes,
    His body gleams amid eternal snows,
    His tears fall from the skies.

    I see his face in every flower;
    The thunder and the singing of the birds
    Are but his voice—and carven by his power
    Rocks are his written words.

    All pathways by his feet are worn,
    His strong heart stirs the ever-beating sea,
    His crown of thorns is twined with every thorn,
    His cross is every tree.

    Joseph Plunkett

    → 10:38 AM, Apr 4
  • Literary Hub posted every presidential inauguration poem ever performed to include Amanda Gorman’s latest contribution.

    The young poet is now slated to read at the Super Bowl pregame.

    → 9:30 AM, Jan 28
  • With the farming of a verse...

    Today in 1939, William Butler Yeats dies.

    In Memory of W. B. Yeats
    W. H. Auden - 1907-1973

    I

    He disappeared in the dead of winter:
    The brooks were frozen, the airports almost deserted,
    And snow disfigured the public statues;
    The mercury sank in the mouth of the dying day.
    What instruments we have agree
    The day of his death was a dark cold day.

    Far from his illness
    The wolves ran on through the evergreen forests,
    The peasant river was untempted by the fashionable quays;
    By mourning tongues
    The death of the poet was kept from his poems.

    But for him it was his last afternoon as himself,
    An afternoon of nurses and rumours;
    The provinces of his body revolted,
    The squares of his mind were empty,
    Silence invaded the suburbs,
    The current of his feeling failed; he became his admirers.

    Now he is scattered among a hundred cities
    And wholly given over to unfamiliar affections,
    To find his happiness in another kind of wood
    And be punished under a foreign code of conscience.
    The words of a dead man
    Are modified in the guts of the living.

    But in the importance and noise of to-morrow
    When the brokers are roaring like beasts on the floor of the bourse,
    And the poor have the sufferings to which they are fairly accustomed
    And each in the cell of himself is almost convinced of his freedom
    A few thousand will think of this day
    As one thinks of a day when one did something slightly unusual.

    What instruments we have agree The day of his death was a dark cold day.

    II

    You were silly like us; your gift survived it all:
    The parish of rich women, physical decay,
    Yourself. Mad Ireland hurt you into poetry.
    Now Ireland has her madness and her weather still,
    For poetry makes nothing happen: it survives
    In the valley of its making where executives
    Would never want to tamper, flows on south
    From ranches of isolation and the busy griefs,
    Raw towns that we believe and die in; it survives,
    A way of happening, a mouth.

    III

    Earth, receive an honoured guest:
    William Yeats is laid to rest.
    Let the Irish vessel lie
    Emptied of its poetry.

    In the nightmare of the dark
    All the dogs of Europe bark,
    And the living nations wait,
    Each sequestered in its hate;

    Intellectual disgrace
    Stares from every human face,
    And the seas of pity lie
    Locked and frozen in each eye.

    Follow, poet, follow right
    To the bottom of the night,
    With your unconstraining voice
    Still persuade us to rejoice;

    With the farming of a verse
    Make a vineyard of the curse,
    Sing of human unsuccess
    In a rapture of distress;

    In the deserts of the heart
    Let the healing fountain start,
    In the prison of his days
    Teach the free man how to praise.

    → 9:30 AM, Jan 28
  • Magnificat Rhapsody

    Mary’s Song
    A Poem by Luci Shaw

    Blue homespun and the bend of my breast
    keep warm this small hot naked star
    fallen to my arms. (Rest …
    you who have had so far
    to come.) Now nearness satisfies
    the body of God sweetly. Quiet he lies
    whose vigor hurled
    a universe. He sleeps
    whose eyelids have not closed before.
    His breath (so slight it seems
    no breath at all) once ruffled the dark deeps
    to sprout a world.
    Charmed by doves’ voices, the whisper of straw,
    he dreams,
    hearing no music from his other spheres.
    Breath, mouth, ears, eyes
    he is curtailed
    who overflowed all skies,
    all years.
    Older than eternity, now he
    is new. Now native to earth as I am, nailed
    to my poor planet, caught that I might be free,
    blind in my womb to know my darkness ended,
    brought to this birth
    for me to be new-born,
    and for him to see me mended
    I must see him torn

    → 10:38 AM, Dec 23
  • Wonder

    groans in gratitude, grows with awe, and walks
    hand-in-hand with imagination. Joy
    bouqueted as lavish larkspurs of light popped into sulfur
    tang. She’s a tart pickel bit in
    the dark of your mouth, tasted like the sight of life, shaped
    apple whose thin, green skin beckons one’s teeth. World delivered
    in blood and tears, beautiful in song. Sung from the start that
    was then, this is
    now the story of a baby. Wait, we wait,
    now for then. Patience is a woman’s grin
    grown, no longer thin. So, when?
    The question one can
    see in the shrug of a tree.

    → 11:03 AM, Dec 1
  • “We must love one another or die.” —W.H. Auden

    Thank you for the reminder, Nick.

    → 10:43 AM, Oct 28
  • Poetry as Memory of God

    Blogging should sound like talking to myself. But it’s not journaling becasue, while talking to myself, I’m also talking to you. The most “virtuous” (because I’m a virtue ethicist of my own behavior) thing I can do is help you, others, pay attention…to my own words, which I hope hold value for their thoughtfulness and to the Word of God. It’s what the poet, G.M. Hopkins invites himself and others to do: pay attention to the Kingfisher and the dragonfly, consider what they say. “Pay attnetion to what you pay attention to,” says, Amy Krouse Rosenthal.

    Well, If you’ve found yourslef here, in my clouster of the internet, you might have noticed…I pay attention to poetry. Why is that? I grew up with my mom reading it aloud. I studied it in university. etc (on my past experience). Most of all—and this is thanks to re-reading Hopkins just now— I hear Christ “lovely in [voice] not his.” I swim upstream of poets to the scripture they read. I remember God. Usually in by body. Today, it was with tears while reading Hopkins aloud. I get that I’m weird for crying at poetry, I accept it and you’re free to as well.

    As Kingfishers Catch Fire
    BY GERARD MANLEY HOPKINS
    As kingfishers catch fire, dragonflies draw flame;
    As tumbled over rim in roundy wells
    Stones ring; like each tucked string tells, each hung bell’s
    Bow swung finds tongue to fling out broad its name;
    Each mortal thing does one thing and the same:
    Deals out that being indoors each one dwells;
    Selves — goes itself; myself it speaks and spells,
    Crying Whát I dó is me: for that I came.

    I say móre: the just man justices;
    Keeps grace: thát keeps all his goings graces;
    Acts in God’s eye what in God’s eye he is —
    Chríst — for Christ plays in ten thousand places,
    Lovely in limbs, and lovely in eyes not his
    To the Father through the features of men’s faces.

    → 11:27 AM, Sep 27
  • Beowulf, bro.

    Robin Sloan:

    The classic poem Beowulf begins with the Old English word “hwæt,” which has proven tricky to translate; it’s a call to attention, something like “hark!” or “behold!” Tolkien chose the musty “Lo!” Seamus Heaney, in his translation published twenty years ago—the first Beowulf I encountered—brought it up to date, opening with a winning “So!” Now, Maria Dahvana Headley, in a bracingly contemporary translation, does Heaney one better. Her Beowulf begins with—wait for it—“Bro!” Beowulf always was a little bro-y, wasn’t it? I love the way these translations speak to one another; neither Heaney nor Headley’s choices would be as appealing without the knowledge of what came before. Lo/So/Bro: a perfect progression.

    Sloan’s commentary of casual Beowulf translation reminded me of John Gardner’s book Grendel. I read it for the first time last year and really enjoyed the rhapsodized re-telling of the Beowulf story from the point-of-view of the monster. Seems to me on the first reading to stand in the tradition of the unsettling groteesque characteristic of Flannery O’Connor.

    After reading the book, I stumbled on some insightful commentary from Gardner in a letter he wrote to a group of young students. I appreciate when authors help readers understand their stories without nuetering the story.

    → 8:35 PM, Sep 15
  • Narrow Scope Anxiety

    Possible Answers to Prayer
    BY SCOTT CAIRNS

    Your petitions—though they continue to bear
    just the one signature—have been duly recorded.
    Your anxieties—despite their constant,

    relatively narrow scope and inadvertent
    entertainment value—nonetheless serve
    to bring your person vividly to mind.

    Your repentance—all but obscured beneath
    a burgeoning, yellow fog of frankly more
    conspicuous resentment—is sufficient.

    Your intermittent concern for the sick,
    the suffering, the needy poor is sometimes
    recognizable to me, if not to them.

    Your angers, your zeal, your lipsmackingly
    righteous indignation toward the many
    whose habits and sympathies offend you—

    these must burn away before you’ll apprehend
    how near I am, with what fervor I adore
    precisely these, the several who rouse your passions.

    → 1:40 PM, Aug 28
  • Language Caught Alive

    "Poetry is language caught alive"

    Then just call me Joe Exotic and my verse cagey tigers.

    Netflix jokes aside, I really dig this poetry resource. Poetry as 'performance', I think, serves to bring it out of the learned towers of academia and, in that way, breath life and longevity into it.

    Some time ago, I was lucky enough to catch Dana Gioia at a poetry reading hosted by the Dallas Institute. That evening, I witnessed firsthand a master 'performative' poet recite his work to his guest. He looked down only once to his written material. Otherwise he spoke his lines as the living drama that they are. I can't help but think that poetry can act like a thin spot between something like Aristotelian particulars of people in a room (with one man's voice) and Platonic forms of heavenly, language flowers dropping their petals to the here-and-now.

    → 9:20 AM, Jul 21
  • Dana Gioia on what first drew him to W.H. Auden’s poetry: “Its music, its intelligence, and its great sense of fun.”

    → 9:47 AM, Jun 15
  • Lament vs Dispair

    "No Time for Despair"

    There's an interesting juxtaposition between

    1. Toni Morrison's "chaos contains...wisdom" idea of growth in despair
      AND
    2. Gerard Manley Hopkins poetic line, "Wisdom is early to despair."

    Hopkins line comes from his poem "The Leaden Echo And The Golden Echo." In which, he seems to borrow heavily from the Hebrew poet Qohelet, who says this about his work of philosophizing and writing (making art you might say):

    So I turned about and gave my heart up to despair over all the toil of my labors under the sun.

    We have to recognize that this very act of Qohelet writing his despair is artful. As a product of his salty lament, a book was birthed titled ‌Ecclesiastes.

    Toni Morrison, of course, had a very different lived experience from Hopkins (white, Victorian, priest (SJ)) and Qohelet (10th or 3rd C BCE, Hebrew, poet)1 for that matter. And yet, her case for finding wisdom in the midst of despair, harmonizes with the poetic tradition of lament.

    Morrison seems to possess a righteous anger that keeps her from strict despair. Instead, she is thrust into lament—dispair with a vocabulary; hurt articulate in wail, "We do language." She gives voice to a primeval wisdom that speaks despair in the midst of chaos and rises on wings of hope into lament that sings. Wisdom rejoices in lament.

    The ancient literature of Proverbs tells the story of wisdom in the midst of primordial chaos, in the beginning, at the birth of the world. Here Hokma is personified as the creator's first offspring. Like a protege marveling in the virtuosity of her master teacher, lady wisdom "rejoices" in the work!.

    Prov 8, selected: 2

    The Lord fathered/created (LXX) me at the beginning of his work the first of his acts of old...When he established the heavens, I was there; when he drew a circle on the face of the deep, when he made firm the skies above...when he assigned to the sea its limit, so that the waters might not transgress his command...then I was beside him, like a master workman, and I was daily his delight, rejoicing before him always, rejoicing in his inhabited world, and delighting in the children of man.

    Here is a charge for the artists who weep for injustice and cry for the mercy of justice: In lament and despair, love beauty, make beauty, live and eventually die for beauty.

    Like Neil Gaiman says:

    Make good art.

    I'm serious. Husband runs off with a politician? Make good art. Leg crushed and then eaten by mutated boa constrictor? Make good art. IRS on your trail? Make good art. Cat exploded? Make good art. Somebody on the Internet thinks what you do is stupid or evil or it's all been done before? Make good art. Probably things will work out somehow, and eventually time will take the sting away, but that doesn't matter. Do what only you do best. Make good art.


    1. 1 (Longman and Dillard, Intro to OT 280 ↩︎

    2. 2 (English translation from Hebrew by ESV Bible, using the alternative gloss for v22's "possessed.") ↩︎

    → 2:23 PM, Jun 11
  • Days

    By Philip Larkin

    What are days for?
    Days are where we live.
    They come, they wake us
    Time and time over.
    They are to be happy in:
    Where can we live but days?

    Ah, solving that question
    Brings the priest and the doctor
    In their long coats
    Running over the fields.

    → 3:42 PM, Jun 5
  • The Visitation

    by Malcolm Guite

    Here is a meeting made of hidden joys
    Of lightenings cloistered in a narrow place
    From quiet hearts the sudden flame of praise
    And in the womb the quickening kick of grace.
    Two women on the very edge of things
    Unnoticed and unknown to men of power
    But in their flesh the hidden Spirit sings
    And in their lives the buds of blessing flower.
    And Mary stands with all we call ‘too young’,
    Elizabeth with all called ‘past their prime’
    They sing today for all the great unsung
    Women who turned eternity to time
    Favoured of heaven, outcast on the earth
    Prophets who bring the best in us to birth.

    → 1:57 PM, Jun 1
  • The Spirit as...

    “The Thought Fox”

    I imagine this midnight moment’s forest:
    Something else is alive
    Beside the clock’s loneliness
    And this blank page where my fingers move.

    Through the window I see no star:
    Something more near
    Though deeper within darkness
    Is entering the loneliness:

    Cold, delicately as the dark snow,
    A fox’s nose touches twig, leaf;
    Two eyes serve a movement, that now
    And again now, and now, and now

    Sets neat prints into the snow
    Between trees, and warily a lame
    Shadow lags by stump and in hollow
    Of a body that is bold to come

    Across clearings, an eye,
    A widening deepening greenness,
    Brilliantly, concentratedly,
    Coming about its own business

    Till, with a sudden sharp hot stink of fox
    It enters the dark hole of the head.
    The window is starless still; the clock ticks,
    The page is printed.

    —Ted Hughes

    → 10:45 AM, May 21
  • Prayer as Raid and Surrender

    “Learning to Think”

    There is the inner life of thought which is our world of final reality. The world of memory, emotion, feeling, imagination, intelligence and natural common sense, and which goes on all the time consciously or unconsciously like the heartbeat.

    There is also the thinking process by which we break into that inner life and capture answers and evidence to support the answers out of it.

    And that process of raid, or persuasion, or ambush, or dogged hunting, or surrender, is the kind of thinking we have to learn, and if we don’t somehow learn it, then our minds line us like the fish in the pond of a man who can’t fish.

    -Ted Hughes, Poetry in The Making: An anthology

    → 9:20 AM, May 19
  • Sound of Sunlight

    From Futility Closet:

    Alexander Graham Bell believed that his greatest achievement was the photophone, a device that could transmit speech on a beam of light. The speaker’s voice would strike the back of a mirror, modulating a reflected ray. When the ray reached the receiver the process was reversed, producing sound waves.

    “I have heard articulate speech by sunlight!” Bell wrote to his father in 1880. “I have heard a ray of the sun laugh and cough and sing! … I have been able to hear a shadow and I have even perceived by ear the passage of a cloud across the sun’s disk. You are the grandfather of the Photophone and I want to share my delight at my success.”

    That idea interested me to the point that I had to shake some of the imagined, unscientific particulars out of my head. Consequently, a poem fell out:

    Laundry Day

    In the sun’s setting shaft, lighted
    dust and my mother’s voice I hear. My living
    room full of it, which is skin, and it smells like soot
    sweat, burned-out in glowing effigy. I fold. Her
    voice: minivan ArmorAll and Twizzlers tasted
    with Dolly Parton. Her Voice: heard over yellow
    linoleum in the kitchen, greased black and scuffed. So
    also, here and now it travels, as it did with car, dinner
    steam, and curled plastic floor, she rolls into my ear
    marbles into a black velvet bag, kept with a cinch. Leapt on
    the sun stream while skating on the black
    frozen pond of space’s pool, she phoned
    me with light. The light and she
    spoke in harmony; thus
    they traveled well. Diamond-taught dance she
    rasps from smoky lungs. Voice plods with camel
    strength, breathed at speed, leaping
    particles like lily pads
    in order to sound, four
    simple words, we know them well. “I love you, child,
    so I’ll tell you what I just heard her
    say, “Put away your socks.” Her
    voice: A moth with lighting for wings
    thundered thru the deep, one arc at a time.

    → 2:27 PM, May 14
  • What's in a name?

    Their Lonely Betters by W.H. Auden

    As I listened from a beach-chair in the shade
    To all the noises that my garden made,
    It seemed to me only proper that words
    Should be withheld from vegetables and birds.
    A robin with no Christian name ran through
    The Robin-Anthem which was all it knew,
    And rustling flowers for some third party waited
    To say which pairs, if any, should get mated.

    Not one of them was capable of lying,
    There was not one which knew that it was dying
    Or could have with a rhythm or a rhyme
    Assumed responsibility for time.

    Let them leave language to their lonely betters
    Who count some days and long for certain letters;
    We, too, make noises when we laugh or weep:
    Words are for those with promises to keep.

    → 4:09 PM, May 12
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