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  • A Xmas shopping day out.

    → 10:32 PM, Dec 22
  • Finished reading: Atomic Habits by James Clear 📚

    → 10:58 PM, Dec 19
  • Notes on *Christ the Stranger*

    I want to return to Christ the Stranger: The Theology of Rowan Williams by Benjamin Myers 📚

    …A book that I read some time ago but want to note a few key quotes.

    In a discussion on Rowan Williams formation by Orthodox theology, Myers notes the profundidty of the theology of the cross and the ‘Eastern’ approach of “Negative Theology” (What God is not):

    Crucifixion: >Looking into the darkness of Golgotha, he lurches back into the brooding depths of creation, where the swirling galaxies take form in his own congealing blood. His wounds cut deep into the sinews of eternity; he has bled forever, crying while his blood brought forth the ‘heat and weight’ of all the worlds. ‘There was a cross in the heart of God before there was one planted on the green hill outside Jerusalem.’

    Apophatic approach: >Negative theology, he argues, can never be ‘a move in a conceptual game’; it is not a technique, or a linguistic trick, or a clever way of circumventing obstacles in our language about God. It is rather a process of transformation, a conversion of the intellect – or rather, a conversion of the whole self – whereby we are drawn outside ourselves into the presence of someone who is different. According to Lossky, the doctrine of the trinity is a crucifixion of the intellect, ‘a cross for human ways of thought.’ If the cross is a revelation of God’s identity, then personality itself – what it means to be a person – is revealed as a ‘kenotic’ reality. In the trinity, there is no self-interest, no ‘individual will,’ but only an enormous movement of painful, ecstatic self-renunciation. This self-renouncing pattern of life is the root of all personal being.

    Lastly, a key passage about Williams as a poet:

    …Williams argues, the poet confronts the failure of language with complete honesty, and then endures this failure in order to go on speaking: ‘The return to language requires an act of faith, and an acceptance of the probability of failure.’Such a return to language is grounded in a Wittgensteinian awareness that there are no private or individual meanings, only the shared meanings that we exchange with one another. Part of the vocation of poets is to share with others their experience of the difficulty of language, their hurtful awareness of limitation, frustration, and inarticulacy. It is not the successes of poets but their failures that matter most: poets expand our human capacities by exposing us to the sheer objectivity of language, the way it enables human community while resisting human mastery and control.

    → 1:55 PM, Nov 20
  • Some time ago, I posted a hauntingly beatiful meditation on death that I heard shared from Father John Behr. In leafing thru Nicholas Wolterstorff’s Lament For A Son, I found the same words credited to John of Damascus. The meditation comes at the beginig of a requiem that Wolterstorff assembled with his wife for their son Eric, after his death at a young age.

    Here, again, are the sobering words addressed toward Death:

    Truly terrible is the mystery of death.
    I lament at the sight of the beauthy
    created for us in the image of God
    which lies now in the grave
    without shape, without glory, without consideration.
    What is this mystery that surrounds us?
    Why are delivered up to decay?
    Why are we bound to death?  

    — John of Damascus

    → 5:00 AM, Nov 4
  • Finished reading: The This by Adam Roberts 📚

    It’s been some time since I read any fiction. Alan Jacobs and The Big Read Podcast introduced me to Adam Roberts and I’m so grateful they did. Thanks guys!

    → 10:26 AM, Nov 3
  • Quid Pro Quo
    Paul Mariani

    Just after my wife’s miscarriage (her second
    in four months), I was sitting in an empty
    classroom exchanging notes with my friend,
    a budding Joyce scholar with steelrimmed
    glasses, when, lapsed Irish Catholic that he was,
    he surprised me by asking what I thought now
    of God’s ways toward man. It was spring,

    such spring as came to the flintbacked Chenango
    Valley thirty years ago, the full force of Siberia
    behind each blast of wind. Once more my poor wife
    was in the local four-room hospital, recovering.
    The sun was going down, the room’s pinewood panels
    all but swallowing the gelid light, when, suddenly,
    I surprised not only myself but my colleague

    by raising my middle finger up to heaven, quid
    pro quo, the hardly grand defiant gesture a variant
    on Vanni Fucci’s figs, shocking not only my friend
    but in truth the gesture’s perpetrator too. I was 24,
    and, in spite of having pored over the Confessions
    & that Catholic Tractate called the Summa, was sure
    I’d seen enough of God’s erstwhile ways toward man.

    That summer, under a pulsing midnight sky
    shimmering with Van Gogh stars, in a creaking,
    cedarscented cabin off Lake George, having lied
    to the gentrified owner of the boys’ camp
    that indeed I knew wilderness & lakes and could,
    if need be, lead a whole fleet of canoes down
    the turbulent whitewater passages of the Fulton Chain

    (I who had last been in a rowboat with my parents
    at the age of six), my wife and I made love, trying
    not to disturb whosever headboard & waterglass
    lie just beyond the paperthin partition at our feet.
    In the great black Adirondack stillness, as we lay
    there on our sagging mattress, my wife & I gazed out
    through the broken roof into a sky that seemed

    somehow to look back down on us, and in that place,
    that holy place, she must have conceived again,
    for nine months later in a New York hospital she
    brought forth a son, a little buddha-bellied
    rumplestiltskin runt of a man who burned
    to face the sun, the fact of his being there
    both terrifying & lifting me at once, this son,

    this gift, whom I still look upon with joy & awe. Worst,
    best, just last year, this same son, grown
    to manhood now, knelt before a marble altar to vow
    everything he had to the same God I had had my own
    erstwhile dealings with. How does one bargain
    with a God like this, who, quid pro quo, ups
    the ante each time He answers one sign with another?

    → 10:20 AM, Nov 3
  • Bitter-Sweet
    By George Herbert

    AH, my dear angry Lord,
    Since Thou dost love, yet strike;
    Cast down, yet help afford;
    Sure I will do the like.

    I will complain, yet praise;
    I will bewail, approve:
    And all my sour-sweet days
    I will lament, and love.

    → 10:41 AM, Oct 28
  • Thank you, Robin Sloan, for sharing this video about the small band of vital craftsmen, the lesser-known SNL cue-card crew.

    → 11:53 AM, Oct 13
  • Resurrection Poem(s)

    I want to revisit Piero della Francesca’s Resurrection. After sharing a Wendell Berry poem written in response to the painting, I again came across the image in Benjamin Myers’ book, Christ the Stranger: The theology of Rowan Williams. In Christ the Stranger, the fifteenth century work helps introduce the intellectual history of the former archbishop of Canterbury. Myers notes that the “mute eloquence” of visual theology, like frescos and icons, serves as “a leitmotif” in Williams’ poetry.

    And so, it turns out, there exists at least two poems in response to this masturful image, by at least two wise and thoughtful contemporary thinkers in Berry and Williams. An embarrassment of riches! What kind of poetry blog would this be if I did not let poetry speak for itself and give the last word. Here now is Rowan Willams poem, “Resurrection: Borgo San Sepolcro.”

    Today it is time. Warm enough, finally
    to ease the lids apart, the wax lips of a breaking bud
    defeated by the steady push, hour after hour,
    opening to show wet and dark, a tongue exploring,
    an eye shrinking against the dawn. Light
    like a fishing line draws its catch straight up,
    then slackens for a second. The flat foot drops,
    the shoulders sags. Here is the world again, well-known,
    the dawn greeted in snoring dreams of a familiar
    winter everyone prefers. So the black eyes
    fixed half-open, start to search, ravenous,
    imperative, they look for pits, for hollows where
    their flood can be decanted, look
    for rooms ready for commandeering, ready
    to be defeated by the push, the green implacable
    rising. So he pauses, gathering the strength
    in his flat foot, as the perspective buckles under him,
    and the dreamers lean dangerously inwards. Contained,
    exhausted, hungry, death running off his limbs like
    drops
    from a shower, gathering himself. We wait,
    paralysed as if in dreams, for his spring.

    → 11:40 AM, Oct 12
  • The sky was as full of motion and change as the desert beneath it was monotonous and still, - and there was so much sky, more than at sea, more than anywhere else in the world. The plain was there, under one’s feet, but what one saw when one looked about was that brilliant blue world of stinging air and moving cloud. Even the mountains were mere ant-hills under it. Elsewhere the sky is the roof of the world; but here the earth was the floor of the sky. The landscape one longed for when one was away, the thing all about one, the world one actually lived in, was the sky, the sky!

    -Willa Sibert Cather, Death Comes for the Archbishop bk vi, ch 4 (1927)

    → 9:31 AM, Oct 10
  • Poŝtolka (Prague)
    Christian Wiman

    When I was learning words
    and you were in the bath
    there was a flurry of small birds
    and in the aftermath

    of all that panicked flight,
    as if the red dusk willed
    a concentration of its light:
    a falcon on the sill.

    It scanned the orchard’s bowers,
    then pane by pane it eyed
    the stories facing ours
    but never looked inside.

    I called you in to see.
    And when you steamed the room
    and naked next to me
    stood dripping, as a bloom

    of blood formed in your cheek
    and slowly seemed to melt,
    I could almost speak
    the love I almost felt.

    Wish for something, you said.
    A shiver pricked your spine.
    The falcon turned its head
    and locked its eyes on mine.

    For a long moment I’m still in
    I wished and wished and wished
    the moment would not end.
    And just like that it vanished.

    → 6:41 PM, Oct 6
  • The Mystery of Death

    A funeral hymnn cited by Fr John Behr in this talk on the economy of God:

    I weep and I wail when I think upon death, and behold our beauty, created in the likeness of God, lying in the tomb, disfigured, bereft of glory and form.

    O Marvel! What is this mystery concerning us? Why have we been given over unto corruption? And why have we been wedded unto death? Truly as it is written by the command of God, who gives the departed rest

    → 2:22 PM, Oct 5
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  • The Quality of Sprawl
    Les Murray

    Sprawl is the quality
    of the man who cut down his Rolls-Royce
    into a farm utility truck, and sprawl
    is what the company lacked when it made repeated efforts
    to buy the vehicle back and repair its image.

    Sprawl is doing your farming by aeroplane, roughly,
    or driving a hitchhiker that extra hundred miles home.
    It is the rococo of being your own still centre.
    It is never lighting cigars with ten-dollar notes:
    that’s idiot ostentation and murder of starving people.
    Nor can it be bought with the ash of million-dollar deeds.

    Sprawl lengthens the legs; it trains greyhounds on liver and beer.
    Sprawl almost never says Why not? With palms comically raised
    nor can it be dressed for, not even in running shoes worn
    with mink and a nose ring. That is Society. That’s Style.
    Sprawl is more like the thirteenth banana in a dozen
    or anyway the fourteenth.

    Sprawl is Hank Stamper in Never Give an Inch
    bisecting an obstructive official’s desk with a chainsaw.
    Not harming the official. Sprawl is never brutal
    though it’s often intransigent. Sprawl is never Simon de Montfort
    at a town-storming: Kill them all! God will know his own.
    Knowing the man’s name this was said to might be sprawl.

    Sprawl occurs in art. The fifteenth to twenty-first
    lines in a sonnet, for example. And in certain paintings;
    I have sprawl enough to have forgotton which paintings.
    Turner’s glorious Burning of the Houses of Parliament
    comes to mind, a doubling bannered triumph of sprawl –
    except, he didn’t fire them.

    Sprawl gets up the nose of many kinds of people
    (every kind that comes in kinds) whose futures don’t include it.
    some decry it as criminal presumption, silken-robed Pope Alexander
    dividing the new world between Spain and Portugal.
    If he smiled in petto afterwards, perhaps the thing did have sprawl.

    Sprawl is really classless, though. It’s John Christopher Frederick Murray
    asleep in his neighbours‘ best bed in spurs and oilskins
    but not having thrown up:
    sprawl is never Calum who, drunk, along the hallways of our House,
    reinvented the Festoon. Rather
    it’s Beatrice Miles going twelve hundred ditto in a taxi,
    No Lewd Advances, No Hitting Animals, No Speeding,
    on the proceeds of her two-bob-a-sonnet Shakespeare readings.
    An image of my country. And would that it were more so.

    No, sprawl is full-gloss murals on a council-house wall.
    Sprawl leans on things. It is loose-limbed in its mind.
    Reprimanded and dismissed
    it listens with a grin and one boot up on the rail
    of possibility. It may have to leave the Earth.
    Being roughly Christian, it scratches the other cheek
    and thinks it unlikely. Though people have been shot for sprawl.

    → 3:08 PM, Sep 30
  • Prayer at the Grunewald Alter

    Prayer for Persons Troubled in Mind or Conscience

    Blessed Lord, the Father of mercies, and the God of all comforts: We beseech thee, took down in pity and com- passion upon this thy afflicted servant. Thou writest bit- ter things against him, and makest him to possess his former iniq- uities; thy wrath lieth hard upon him, and his soul is full of trou- ble: But, O merciful God, who hast written thy holy Word for our learning, that we, through patience and comfort of thy holy Scriptures, might have hope; give him a right understanding of himself, and of thy threats and promises; that he may neither cast away his confidence in thee, nor place it any where but in thee. Give him strength against all his temptations, and heal all his distempers. Break not the bruised reed, nor quench the smok- ing flax. Shut not up thy tender mercies in displeasure; but make him to hear of joy and gladness, that the bones which thou hast broken may rejoice. Deliver him from fear of the enemy, and lift up the light of thy countenance upon him, and give him peace, through the merits and mediation of Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen

    -The Book of Common Prayer (1662).

    → 10:08 AM, Sep 30
  • Finished reading: Being Christian by Rowan Williams 📚

    → 2:20 PM, Sep 22
  • Finished reading: Christ the Stranger: The Theology of Rowan Williams by Benjamin Myers 📚

    → 2:04 PM, Sep 7
  • “Death is Not The End” Bob Dylan:

    The Tree of Life is growing where the Spirit never dies
    And the bright light of salvation shines in dark and empty skies.

    → 5:00 AM, Aug 26
  • Finished reading: Just Do Something by Kevin DeYoung 📚

    → 8:54 AM, Aug 25
  • Now and Then Frederick Buechner:

    Listen to your life. See it for the fathomless mystery that it is. In the boredom and pain of it no less than in the excitement and gladness: touch, taste, smell your way to the holy and hidden heart of it because in the last analysis all moments are key moments, and life itself is grace.

    Listen to your life. Thank you, Rev Buechner.

    → 8:50 AM, Aug 25
  • The Most Unique Airbnb in Every U.S. State

    → 9:04 AM, Aug 24
  • Ten Mins with Cash

    A nineteen year old Ken Myers interviews Johnny Cash.

    → 8:53 AM, Aug 24
  • WH Auden (via Alan Jacobs): 

    As readers, we remain in the nursery stage so long as we cannot distinguish between Taste and Judgment, so long, that is, as the only possible verdicts we can pass on a book are two: this I like; this I don’t like.

    For an adult reader, the possible verdicts are five: I can see this is good and I like it; I can see this is good but I don’t like it; I can see this is good and, though at present I don’t like it, I believe that with perseverance I shall come to like it; I can see that this is trash but I like it; I can see that this is trash and I don’t like it.

    → 8:48 AM, Aug 24
  • When bae makes too much green drink and delivers heaps in the french press pitcher.

    → 3:17 PM, Aug 23
  • Finished reading: Theology as a Way of Life by Adam Neder 📚

    → 10:02 PM, Aug 10
  • Desert Sky

    → 3:35 PM, Aug 3
  • Sunday Rain

    → 8:05 PM, Jul 26
  • Finished reading: Salvation in My Pocket: Fragments of Faith and Theology by Benjamin Myers 📚

    → 7:54 PM, Jul 26
  • Stay
    A Blessing for Ascension Day
    By Jan Richardson

    I know how your mind
    rushes ahead
    trying to fathom
    what could follow this.
    What will you do,
    where will you go,
    how will you live?

    You will want
    to outrun the grief.
    You will want
    to keep turning toward
    the horizon,
    watching for what was lost
    to come back,
    to return to you
    and never leave again.

    For now
    hear me when I say
    all you need to do
    is to still yourself
    is to turn toward one another
    is to stay.

    Wait
    and see what comes
    to fill
    the gaping hole
    in your chest.
    Wait with your hands open
    to receive what could never come
    except to what is empty
    and hollow.

    You cannot know it now,
    cannot even imagine
    what lies ahead,
    but I tell you
    the day is coming
    when breath will
    fill your lungs
    as it never has before
    and with your own ears
    you will hear words
    coming to you new
    and startling.
    You will dream dreams
    and you will see the world
    ablaze with blessing.

    Wait for it.
    Still yourself.
    Stay.

    → 9:51 PM, Jul 14
  • Alignment with The Purpose of God

    Tessa Carman (on Rowan Williamses book Looking East in Winter):

    To recover wholeness means both seeing aright and desiring aright. This includes seeing the material world, creation itself, “as communicating the intelligence and generosity of the creator.” For the self to be whole, notes Williams, is not to be “self-actualized” or to be metaphysically self-sufficient in the modern idea of autonomy, but rather for each human self to “move in the mode for which it was created … in alignment with the purpose of God, habitually echoing in finite form the infinite ‘desire’ of God for God, of love for love.”

    → 1:59 PM, Jun 30
  • Green Zeppelin

    I’m posting this mashup video as an example of what Jeremy Begbie calls “hyper hearing.” My beloved wife was spinning Zeppelin’s first album, when she heard a Green Day song in the progression under “Babe, I’m Gonna Leave You.” So, I gave it a quick Google.

    → 4:34 PM, Jun 16
  • Nick Cave - The Red Hand Files - Issue #196 - In your opinion, what is God? : The Red Hand Files

    There is no problem of evil. There is only a problem of good. Why does a world that is so often cruel, insist on being beautiful, of being good?

    → 1:21 PM, Jun 10
  • Finished reading: The Christian Faith: An Introduction to Christian Doctrine by Colin Gunton 📚

    → 8:40 PM, May 28
  • New Creation

    It must be that the church is in Eastertide that I keep thinking about New Creation. I added a tag for it some time ago and just today posted a favorite Robert Jenson quote. To go along with that, I just skimmed this article that details Makoto Fujimura’s gaze toward New Creation in his recent book Art + Faith.

    → 3:04 PM, May 12
  • Gold, Jerry, Gold

    I think, almost daily, of this passage from Robert Jenson:

    The truly necessary qualification is not that the City’s streets will not be paved with real gold, but that gold as we know it is not real gold, such as the City will be paved with. What is the matter with gold anyway? Will goldsmiths who gain the Kingdom have nothing to do there? To stay with this one little piece of the vision, our discourse must learn again to revel in the beauty and flexibility and integrity of gold, of the City’s true gold, and to say exactly why the world the risen Jesus will make must of course be golden, must be and will be beautiful and flexible and integral as is no earthly city. And so on and on.

    → 10:51 AM, May 12
  • St Augustine:

    If to obtain the temporal inheritance of his human father, a man must be born of the womb of his mother; to obtain the eternal inheritance of his Heavenly Father, he must be born of the womb of the church.

    → 8:07 AM, May 11
  • I heard chatter from some swirling blue jays and turned to find, just off the walking trail, this:

    → 11:23 AM, May 6
  • Rowan Williams:

    This is what God’s mercy is: an unconditional gift of incalculable cost.  It can only be embodied in history in human shape, in the shape of a life and a death seen and accepted as something entirely defined as God’s gift to all; a life which is a total offering both to God and to men and women, so total that human limitation becomes irrelevant.  A human life like this is not just a matter of history, it is the abiding sign of God’s presence in the world.

    → 7:48 AM, May 6
  • From the liturgy of the eucharist by the Society of St. John the Evangelist. Words attributed to St. Augustine:

    Behold what you are. Become what you receive.

    → 9:31 PM, May 5
  • G.K. Chesterton:

    Mr. McCabe thinks that I am not serious but only funny, because Mr. McCabe thinks that funny is the opposite of serious. Funny is the opposite of not funny and nothing else.

    → 11:54 AM, May 4
  • Clensing the Temple

    “Cleansing the Temple” Malcolm Guite

    Come to your Temple here with liberation
    And overturn these tables of exchange
    Restore in me my lost imagination
    Begin in me for good, the pure change.
    Come as you came, an infant with your mother,
    That innocence may cleanse and claim this ground
    Come as you came, a boy who sought his father
    With questions asked and certain answers found,
    Come as you came this day, a man in anger
    Unleash the lash that drives a pathway through
    Face down for me the fear the shame the danger
    Teach me again to whom my love is due.
    Break down in me the barricades of death
    And tear the veil in two with your last breath.

    → 8:57 PM, May 2
  • 'Hallowed Legends'

    From the last lines of “On Fairy Stories” (PDFs of the article are easily unearthed), JRR Tolkien:

    But in God’s kingdom the presence of the greatest does not depress the small. Redeemed Man is still man. Story, fantasy, still go on, and should go on. The Evangelium has not abrogated legends; it has hallowed them, especially the happy ending. The Christian has still to work, with mind as well as body, to suffer, hope, and die; but he may now perceive that all his bents and faculties have a purpose, which can be redeemed. So great is the bounty with which he has been treated that he may now, perhaps, fairly dare to guess that in Fantasy he may actually assist in the effoliation and multiple enrichment of creation. All tales may come true; and yet, at the last, redeemed, they may be as like and as unlike the forms that we give them as Man, finally redeemed, will like and unlike the fallen that we know.

    → 8:39 PM, May 2
  • In a Fresh Air interview, Zain Asher describes her mother training her in what she calls ‘the eight hour rule.’

    8 hours (1/3): Sleep
    8 hours (2/3): Work
    8 hours (3/3): Work on dreams.

    → 8:57 PM, Apr 26
  • Play, Improv, Humor

    Mark Sebanc’s article makes the case that Tolkien deployed the serious and learned device of play in his fantastic, or what Tolkien called ‘Enchanted,’ stories. Sebanc:

    It seems to me that of all the ways of looking at Tolkien’s mythopoetic genius, at the truths that he breathes with praeternatural elvish craft through silver, the most comprehensive and overarching way would be to see it as falling into the category of a game-something that the ancients saw as being far from shallow and sophomoric, merely a children’sthing, as we might be tempted to see it. Plato links play with culture, denominating these two ideas as the things he deems most serious. These two words, “play” and “culture,” are, moreover, closely cognate in the original Greek. This is no accident of etymology. There are untold and fascinating intellectual depths to this idea of play, which Huizinga’s magisterial work, Homo Ludens, goes far towards explicating. It strikes me as being one of modern intellectual history’s idkes mnitresses, a superb interpretive tool with the help of which we may arriveat a better understanding of Tolkien’s achievement and, adver- satively, a keener insight into the poverty of thought and form that blankets modern literature like a miasmic counterpane of marsh gas.

    It occurs to me that a profound sense of play requires the work of improvosation. What seems to link play together with improvisation is the element of surprise. Surprise unfurls reality with a sense of ‘all-of-the-sudden-ness’. All of the sudden, something concealed is revealed; yet, in being revealed, the reality is simultaniously uncovered and made strange.

    The juxtaposed paradox of coming to know and being left wondering leaves the knower with a sense of delight. The surprise and delight of play and improvisation act something like the lowest common denominator of that allusive quality we term humor. Steve Wilkens: pulls some of these threads together:

    It is hard to define humor itself. A dictionary definition such as ‘something that is or is designed to be comical or amusing” hardly seems to capture the richness and variety of humor. Instead of attempting to define humor, it seems more helpful to focus on how it works. Humor builds on punch-line surprises, disruption of the conventional, reversal of expectation, juxtaposition of seeming incommensurate things, challenging boundaries, misinterpretation, redefinition of the familiar, satire, paradox, irony, and other related devices…Doesn’t it seem possible that these incongruities and surprises share common ground with humor, and isn’t the delight we should feel at the oddity of these stories akin to the delight we experience in a good joke?

    → 1:42 PM, Apr 26
  • Sacred Space

    Nick Cave’s Sacred Space. Joseph Campbell spoke of the sacred place as that place where:

    …a joy that comes from inside, not something external that puts joy into you—a place that lets you experience your own will and your own intention and your own wish so that, in small, the Kingdom is there.

    → 11:56 AM, Apr 25
  • “On Angels”

    By Czeslaw Milosz

    All was taken away from you: white dresses,
    wings, even existence.
    Yet I believe you,
    messengers.

    There, where the world is turned inside out,
    a heavy fabric embroidered with stars and beasts,
    you stroll, inspecting the trustworthy seams.

    Short is your stay here:
    now and then at a matinal hour, if the sky is clear,
    in a melody repeated by a bird,
    or in the smell of apples at the close of day
    when the light makes the orchards magic.

    They say somebody has invented you
    but to me this does not sound convincing
    for the humans invented themselves as well.

    The voice — no doubt it is a valid proof,
    as it can belong only to radiant creatures,
    weightless and winged (after all, why not?),
    girdled with the lightning.

    I have heard that voice many a time when asleep
    and, what is strange, I understood more or less
    an order or an appeal in an unearthly tongue:
    day draws near
    another one
    do what you can.

    → 11:08 AM, Apr 21
  • Logos and Writing

    After listening to a reading of Mark Sebanc’s article on the Logos in Tolkien on Mars Hill Audio, I set to some reseach on the author. Alongside a brief interview, I found a blog of his centered around his sci-fi series which he coauthors with a friend. With promo and process blogs, Sebanc also includes some personal notes on the work of writing. I enjoyed this post on the “ten commandments of writing” from John C. Wright. Here are rules one and seven which I found helpful.

    1. In order to be a writer, you must write.

    2. If your manuscript is good or bad, send out your manuscript again. Genius does not count. Only persistence counts. The world will not recognize your genius until after you are dead. But the world can recognize your persistence now.

    To reinterpret into Austin Kleon’s (Kleonees) jargon:

    1. Forget the noun, do the verb
    2. There is no genius, there is social genius that abides thru the persistance of individuals in community.
    → 8:00 AM, Apr 20
  • From The Front Porch Republic:

    A poem by Wendell Berry on this fresco:

    For Giannozzo Pucci “Why seek ye the living among the dead?”

    Early in the year by my friend’s gift
    I saw at Sansepolcro Piero’s vision:
    The soldiers who guard the dead from the living
    themselves become as dead men, one
    tumbling dazedly backward. Awake, his wounds
    bleeding still, his foot upon the tomb, Christ
    who bore our life to its most wretched end,
    having thrust off like a blanket the heavy lid,
    stands. But for his face and countenance
    I have found no words: powerful beyond life
    and death, seeing beyond sight or light,
    beyond all triumph serene. All this Piero saw.
    And we who were sleeping, seeking the dead
    among the dead, dare to be awake. We who see
    see we are forever seen, by sight have been
    forever changed. The morning at last
    has come. The trees, once bare, are green.

    → 11:00 PM, Apr 16
  • Negative Achievement

    Karl Barth: Epistle to the Romans, iii. 22:

    Jesus stands among sinners as a sinner; he sets himself wholly under the judgement under which the world is set; he takes his place where God can be present only in questioning about him; he takes the form of a slave; he moves to the cross and to death; his greatest achievement is a negative achievement. There is no conceivable human possibility of which he did not rid himself. Herein he is recognized as the Christ; for this reason God has exalted him; and consequently he is the light of the Last Things by which all things are illuminated. In him we behold the faithfulness of God in the depths of hell.

    A friend of mine is fond of saying, “It’s Jesus’ failure we feast on every week.”

    → 11:00 PM, Apr 14
  • The Improvisation of Hospitality

    Helmut Thielicke (via Alan Jacobs):

    You will never learn who Jesus Christ is by reflecting upon whether there is such a thing as sonship or virgin birth or miracle. Who Jesus Christ is you learn from your imprisoned, hungry, distressed brothers. For it is in them that he meets us. He is always in the depths. And we shall draw near to these brethren only if we open our eyes to see the misery around us. And we can open our eyes only when we love. But we cannot go and do and love, if we stop and ask first, “Who is my neighbor?” The devil has been waiting for us to ask this question; and he will always whisper into our ears only the most convenient answers. We human beings always fall for the easiest answers. No, we can love only if we have the mind of Jesus and turn the lawyer’s question around. Then we shall ask not “Who is my neighbor?” but “To whom am I a neighbor? Who is laid at my door? Who is expecting help from me and who looks upon me as his neighbor?” This reversal of the question is precisely the point of the parable.

    Anybody who loves must always be prepared to have his plans interrupted. We must be ready to be surprised by tasks which God sets for us today. God is always compelling us to improvise. For God’s tasks always have about them something surprising and unexpected, and this imprisoned, wounded, distressed brother, in whom the Saviour meets us, is always turning up on our path just at the time when we are about to do something else, just when we are occupied with altogether different duties. God is always a God of surprises, not only in the way in which he helps us — for God’s help too always comes from unexpected directions — but also in the manner in which he confronts me with tasks to perform and sends people across my path.

    Thielicke’s words on the parable of ‘The Good Samaritan’ bring two things to mind.

    1. Some time ago, I wrote on Ivan Illich’s interpretation of this same parable here. Illich makes the point that hospitality is not owed out of obligation, particular to ethnic constraints but is, rather, “A free creation between two people.” The sense of “a free creation” seems to suggest that hospitality is gift, an aspect of the given life. In this way, I find a great connection between how Thielicke talks of “This reversal of the question,” into “To whom am I a neighbor” and Illich’s “free creation”.

    2. The second thing might be joined to the first by tracing a theme of improvisation (more on this later). “God’s tasks,” says Thielicke, “Always have about them something surprising and unexpected.” In this way God calls us to improvise. Often we take the opportunity for improvisation as an inturruption to the planned form we fantasize our days to hold. Some time ago, I posted some quotations about ‘time managment’ here. one of those quotes came from CS Lewis who had a lot to say about how the present moment is the place where we make contact with eterninty and encounter the grace sufficient for the time. About work ‘interruptions’ he says this:

    The great thing, if one can, is to stop regarding all the unpleasant things as interruptions of one’s ‘own’, or ‘real’ life. The truth is of course that what one calls the interruptions are precisely one’s real life – the life God is sending one day by day.

    → 6:57 PM, Apr 11
  • Jamming your machine

    Laity Lodge has just published their retreat schedule for this summer! What a thrill. To that end, I’d like to share a bit of poetry from one of the speakers who, one day, I hope to meet.

    On being told my poetry was found in a broken photocopier By Malcolm Guite

    My poetry is jamming your machine
    It broke the photo-copier, I’m to blame,
    With pictures copied from a world unseen.

    My poem is in the works -I’m on the scene
    We free my verse, and I confess my shame,
    My poetry is jamming your machine.

    Though you berate me with what might have been,
    You stop to read the poem, just the same,
    And pictures, copied from a world unseen,

    Subvert the icons on your mental screen
    And open windows with a whispered name;
    My poetry is jamming your machine.

    For chosen words can change the things they mean
    And set the once-familiar world aflame
    With pictures copied from a world unseen

    The mental props give way, on which you lean
    The world you see will never be the same,
    My poetry is jamming your machine
    With pictures copied from a world unseen

    Also: A lovely video from Laity Lodge wherein Guite recites his poem.

    → 10:29 AM, Apr 11
  • Kierkegaard:

    So to pray is to breathe, possibility, is for the self what oxygen is for breathing. But for possibility alone or for necessity alone to supply the conditions for the breathing of prayer is no more possible than it is for a man to breathe oxygen alone or nitrogen alone. For in order to pray there must be a God, there must be a self plus possibility, or a self and possibility in the pregnant sense; for God is that all things are possible, and that all things are possible is God; and only the man whose being has been so shaken that he became spirit by understanding that all things are possible, only he has had dealings with God. The fact that God’s will is the possible makes it possible for me to pray; if God’s will is only the necessary, man is essentially as speechless as the brutes.

    → 6:07 PM, Apr 6
  • "Emptied Himself"

    Gerard Hopkins, Letters:

    ‘This mind was in Christ Jesus’—[St. Paul] means as man: being in the form of God—that is, finding, as in the first instant of his incarnation he did, his human nature informed by the Godhead—he thought it no matching-matter for him to be equal with God, but annihilated himself, taking the form of servant: that is, he could not but see what he was, God, but he would see it as if he did not see it, and be it as if he was not, and instead of snatching at once at what all the time was his, or was himself, he emptied himself so far as that was possible of Godhead and behaved only as God’s slave, as his creature, as man, which also he was, and then being in the guise of man humbled himself to death.

    → 11:08 AM, Mar 27
  • Cormac McCarthy:

    In an older time, writers filled pages with quotation marks, commas, semi colons, etc. supposedly to help the reader. But there comes a point where, in my opinion, they just mess up the page. I use as few diacritical marks as I can get by with.

    I agree.

    → 9:31 AM, Mar 26
  • Jean-Pierre de Caussade on the ‘sacrament of the present moment’:

    All we need to know is how to recognize his will in the present moment. Grace is the will of God and his order acting in the center of our hearts when we read or are occupied in other ways; theories and studies, without regard for the refreshing virtue of God’s order, are merely dead letters, emptying the heart by filling the mind. This divine will, flowing through the soul of a simple uneducated girl, through her suffering or some exceptionally noble act in adversity, carries out in her heart God’s mysterious purpose without thought entering her head. Whereas the sophisticated man, who studies spiritual books out of mere curiosity, whose reading is not inspired by God, takes into his mind only dead letters and grows even more arid and obtuse.

    God’s order and his divine will is the life of all souls who either seek or obey it. In whatever way this divine will may benefit the mind, it nourishes the soul. These blessed results are not produced by any particular circumstance but by what God ordains for the present moment. What was best a moment ago is so no longer because it is removed from the divine will which has passed on to be changed to form the duty to the next. And it is that duty, whatever it may be, that is now most sanctifying for the soul.

    → 9:09 AM, Mar 26
  • Time Like Metal

    via FPR, Wendell Berry:

    Time is said to flow like a river. I have said so myself, and perhaps it does. But time is a great mystery, not to be declared by one simile, or by several. It flows also like molten metal, cooling and solidifying even as it passes. The past is as it was. As it was it is forever. It cannot be changed, not by us, not by God. No doubt it is forgettable. We do surely forget some of it, and surely all of it in time will be forgotten. Maybe we can forgive ourselves, or be forgiven, for our wrongs that we remember, but they remain nonetheless wrong. This is the true rigor mortis, this rigidification of all that is past. Under the rule of time, the past is as it was.

    → 12:04 PM, Mar 19
  • Sacrament of The Present Moment

    Listening to some interviews with John Swinton, I noticed him, more than once make reference to what he called “The Sacrament of The Present Moment.” After a quick search, I found that the idea seems to come from Jean Pierre de Caussade, a Jesuit who lived in the 17th century.

    → 7:40 PM, Mar 16
  • Two things that sparked joy in me today:

    1. Spirited Away on stage!
    2. Shackleton’s ship was found in the Antarctic
    → 12:08 PM, Mar 10
  • Accompaniment

    In this conversation, former nurse and now professor John Swinton mentions the theme of accompaniment. Speaking of the experience of a depressed person, he said that accompaniment might not mean sitting with someone in their depression but rather helping them find the right medication for their condition. Much of the work I did as a chaplain could be characterized as accompaniment.

    I found that each room I visited held a new way for me to journey with someone. Never was the company predictable in their need. That might sound obvious; yet, in doing the same thing of “showing up” to hospital rooms, one could easily assume that’s where the job ended. The essence of accompaniment is to move with another for a time.

    Toward the city of God or man? Pilgrims paired for a time. “Love has its speed…” as Kosuke Koyama would say.

    → 8:56 PM, Mar 8
  • The Virtue of Dolly: She gets the joke

    Mary Townsend:

    One perennial human obstacle to virtue, Aristotle observes, is that most of us think rather less of ourselves than we ought – a surprising sentiment to hear from the otherwise solidly self-loving pagan world. For if the pagans can’t appreciate themselves, how on earth will we? We are capable of more than we give ourselves credit for, he says, and when we decide with much grinding of soul to stand aside from the sorts of projects and honors we are more than capable of carrying off, we are, as he puts it, small-souled. Of course, people who overestimate what they can do or have done are vain. But there are those who are capable of great things and know it, and it would be wiser of humanity, flirting not so much with proper humility but with self-humiliation, to aim toward something more like this state of greatness, toward largeness, toward expansiveness of being. To do so is to have megalopsychia – to have, literally, a large soul.

    Now, who ever ran across a person more capable of great things, and who knew this capability, than Dolly Parton? Here is goodness that one could never accuse of being pedestrian. Her very hair is explicable on these grounds. Larger than life, it announces her before she arrives, and signals that someone has at last understood the proper task of the human, to reach out with all our hearts toward the divine in the ways that we humanly can.

    → 12:09 PM, Mar 7
  • More on The Sacrament of The Present Moment

    Jean-Pierre de Caussade:

    God’s order and his divine will is the life of all souls who either seek or obey it. In whatever way this divine will may benefit the mind, it nourishes the soul. These blessed results are not produced by any particular circumstance but by what God ordains for the present moment. What was best a moment ago is so no longer because it is removed from the divine will which has passed on to be changed to form the duty to the next. And it is that duty, whatever it may be, that is now most sanctifying for the soul.

    · · ·

    The divine will is the wholeness, the good and the true in all things. Like God, the universal Being, it is manifest in everything. It is not necessary to look to the benefits received by the mind and body to judge their virtue. These are of no significance. It is the will of God that gives everything, whatever it may be, the power to form Jesus Christ in the center of our being. This will knows no limits.

    · · ·

    Divine action does not distinguish between creatures, whether they are useless or useful. Without it everything is nothing, with it nothing is everything. Whether contemplation, meditation, prayer, inward silence, intuition, quietude, or activity are what we wish for ourselves, the best is God’s purpose for us at the present moment. Souls must look upon everything as though it were a matter of complete indifference, and, seeing only him in all things, must take or leave them as he wishes so as to live, be nourished by, and hope in him alone and not by any power or virtue which does not come from him. Every moment, and in respect of everything, they must say, like St. Paul, ​“Lord what should I do?” Let me do everything you wish. The Spirit wants one thing, the body another, but Lord, I wish only to do your divine will. Supplication, intercession, mental or vocal prayer, action or silence, faith or wisdom, particular sacraments or general grace, all these, Lord, are nothing, for your purpose is the true and only virtue in all things. It alone, and nothing else, however sublime or exalted, is the object of my devotion since the purpose of grace is the perfection of the heart, not of the mind.

    → 4:00 AM, Mar 7
  • TS Eliot:

    If this is a world in which I, and the majority of my fellow-beings, live in that perpetual distraction from God which exposes us to the one great peril, that of final and complete alienation from God after death, there is some wrong that I must try to help to put right.

    → 11:48 AM, Mar 1
  • The Cross Where Fantasy Dies

    Yet the noble despair of the poets
    Is nothing of the sort; it is silly
    To refuse the tasks of time
    And, overlooking our lives,
    Cry — “Miserable wicked me,
    How interesting I am.”
    We would rather be ruined than changed,
    We would rather die in our dread
    Than climb the cross of the moment
    And let our illusions die.

    — Malin, in The Age of Anxiety

    → 7:21 PM, Feb 25
  • DREAMS

    → 1:12 PM, Feb 25
  • An Education

    Father Zossima:

    …be not forgetful of prayer. Every time you pray, if your prayer is sincere, there will be new feeling and new meaning in it, which will give you fresh courage, and you will understand that prayer is an education.

    I snapped this photo during my first retreat to Laity Lodge. I hope to return there soon.

    → 12:07 PM, Feb 22
  • Nightbirde:

    I am God’s downstairs neighbor, banging on the ceiling with a broomstick.

    → 10:44 AM, Feb 22
  • Kyle Strobel

    Here are five things I've learned from Kyle Strobel after listening to a smattering of podcasts with him. Two of my favorites were:

    • A breakout session published on the Gospel Coalition Podcast AND
    • Gravity Leadership Podcast
      • Wherein the interviewer mentions an article by Kyle's mentor and colleague, John Coe titled, "Resisting the Temptation of Moral Formation."

    1. "When you are in the presence of God and your heart condemns you, God is greater than your heart." I John 3
    2. Because the Spirit prays our reality to the Father, Strobel says, God hears us "In stereo".
      • Me: "Everything's great here, God...I hope you're doing will. It's all super."
      • Spirit in me: "uuuuggghhh"
    3. We come to the father, in Christ, by the Spirit.
    4. Contemplation: "Being with God in his temple," setting the mind on things above.
    5. Use the method of prayer that the Psalmist does. The Puritans prayed this way and called it soliloquy.
      • Psalm 42, "Why be downcast, O my soul, hope in God..."
    → 8:05 PM, Feb 21
  • The Long Defeat

    J.R.R. Tolkien:1

    Actually I am a Christian, and indeed a Roman Catholic, so that I do not expect 'history' to be anything but a 'long defeat' - though it contains (and in a legend may contain more clearly and movingly) some samples or glimpses of final victory.

    Some time ago I snagged this quote from the blog of professor Richard Beck. Today, after learning the name Paul Farmer thru news of his death, the phrase "long defeat" resurfaced. The medical anthropologist was known for using it to describe the work he did with the poorest of the poor. Here he is in his own words:

    I have fought the long defeat and brought other people on to fight the long defeat, and I’m not going to stop because we keep losing. Now I actually think sometimes we may win. I don’t dislike victory. . . . You know, people from our background — like you, like most PIH-ers, like me — we’re used to being on a victory team, and actually what we’re really trying to do in PIH is to make common cause with the losers. Those are two very different things. We want to be on the winning team, but at the risk of turning our backs on the losers, no, it’s not worth it. So you fight the long defeat.2


    1. Via Richard Beck ↩︎

    2. Via Alan Jacobs ↩︎

    → 7:04 PM, Feb 21
  • Useful thinkers come in three varieties

    From Alan Jacobs:

    Useful thinkers come in three varieties. The Explainer knows stuff I don’t know and can present it clearly and vividly. This does not require great creativity or originality, though Explainers of the highest order will possess those traits too. The Illuminator is definitionally original: someone who shines a clear strong light on some element of history or human experience that I never knew existed. (Though sometimes after reading something by an Illuminator I will think, Why didn’t I realize that before?) The Provoker is original perhaps to a fault: Ambitious, wide-ranging, risk-taking, Provokers claim to know a lot more than they actually do but can be exceptionally useful in forcing readers to think about new things or think in new ways.

    Some 20th-century thinkers who have been vital for me over the years:

    Explainers: Charles Taylor, Mary Midgely, Freeman Dyson
    Illuminators: Mikhail Bakhtin, Iris Murdoch, Michael Oakeshott
    Provokers: Gregory Bateson, Kenneth Burke, Simone Weil

    Jacobs later claims that one makes a vital error mistaking one roll for another. For example, he says of Rousseau the Provoker, "God help the reader who takes his purported illuminations seriously." In thinking of this potential mix-up, one general, Rousseauian principle comes to mind.

    Because he thought that everything was good the nearer it was to the "hand of the Maker", Rousseau generally left his children to be taught by nature itself. He once neglected, with one group of his children, to record their dates of birth or genders upon their birth. This led to all sorts of problems that he later detailed in a letter, saying that the oversight would kill him.

    → 12:46 PM, Feb 16
  • The Difference Between Contemplation and Meditation

    According to Kyle Strobel's reading of Jonathan Edwards and Puritan spirituality, there is a vital difference between Contemplation and meditation (31:07 min mark in podcast).

    Meditation

    A holding of one's attention on scripture and doctrine. "When their mind wandered they would wrestle with themselves, naming the truth." "Being watchful" of your heart.

    Contemplation

    Here he makes the distinction between "natural" and "supernatural" contemplation.

    a) Natural: Set mind and heart on an object of our attention and desire so that we can be one with it. b) Supernatural: Ps 27, Contemplate: "temple with" To be with God in his temple.

    Here is what proves most particularly Puritan: Attending to God. If the heart wanders, bring it back to God. Set your mind on things above.

    A second type of contemplation grows out of the quiet, solitude habit and into the practice of the presence of God.

    → 11:53 AM, Feb 4
  • Pascal, Pensées:

    I consider Jesus Christ in all persons and in ourselves: Jesus Christ as a father in His Father, Jesus Christ as a Brother in His Brethren, Jesus Christ as poor in the poor, Jesus Christ as rich in the rich, Jesus Christ as Doctor and Priest in the priests, Jesus Christ as Sovereign in princes, etc. For by His glory He is all that is great, being God; and by His mortal life He is all that is poor and abject. Therefore He had taken this unhappy condition, so that He could be in all persons, and the model of all conditions.

    → 11:44 AM, Feb 4
  • Imitation

    Thomas à Kempis:

    Gifts of nature are common to good and bad, but grace or love is the peculiar gift of Thine elect, and they that bear this mark are accounted worthy of eternal life. This grace is so excellent, that neither the gift of prophecy, nor the working of miracles, nor the understanding of deep mysteries, is of any worth without it. But neither faith, nor hope, nor any other virtue is acceptable to Thee without charity and grace.

    → 6:41 PM, Jan 31
  • Grace

    Robert Farrar Capon:

    I said grace cannot prevail until law is dead, until moralizing is out of the game. The precise phrase should be, until our fatal love affair with the law is over — until, finally and for good, our lifelong certainty that someone is keeping score has run out of steam and collapsed. As long as we leave, in our dramatizations of grace, one single hope of a moral reckoning, one possible recourse to salvation by bookkeeping, our freedom-dreading hearts will clutch it to themselves. And even if we leave none at all, we will grub for ethics that are not there rather than face the liberty to which grace calls us. Give us the parable of the Prodigal Son, for example, and we will promptly lose its point by preaching ourselves sermons on Worthy and Unworthy Confession, or on The Sin of the Elder Brother. Give us the Workers in the Vineyard, and we will concoct spurious lessons on The Duty of Contentment or The Moral Aspects of Labor Relations.

    Restore to us, Preacher, the comfort of merit and demerit. Prove for us that there is at least something we can do, that we are still, at whatever dim recess of our nature, the masters of our relationships. Tell us, Prophet, that in spite of all our nights of losing, there will yet be one redeeming card of our very own to fill the inside straight we have so long and so earnestly tried to draw to. But do not preach us grace. It will not do to split the pot evenly at four A.M. and break out the Chivas Regal. We insist on being reckoned with. Give us something, anything; but spare us the indignity of this indiscriminate acceptance.

    → 8:15 PM, Jan 29
  • Feast Day of Isaac the Syrian

    Today is the feast day of Isaac the Syrian. Here is one of his works included in a volume compiled by the poet Scott Cairns.

    Love’s Purpose
    by Saint Isaac of Nineveh

    In love did He bring the world
    into being, and in love
    does He guide its difficult,
    slow-seeming journey now
    through the arc of time. In love will He
    one day bring all the world to a wondrous,
    transformed state, and utterly
    in love will it be taken wholly up
    into the great mystery of the One
    who has performed these things — and all of this so that
    in love absolutely will the course
    and form and governance of all creation
    at long last be comprised.

    → 6:57 PM, Jan 28
  • Psalm 421

    1. As a deer longs for a coursing stream, so my soul longs for you, God.

    2. My soul thirsts for God, the living God, for the time when I may go and see God's face.

    3. Night and day, tears have been my food, as all day long I hear, "Where is your God?"

    4. But I do think of this as I pour out my soul—how I will go with a crowd leading a throng of revelers

    5. up to the very Temple, with songs of rejoicing and praise. So why be downcast, my soul, or murmur within me?

    6. Trust in God, for I will yet praise Him for helping me, my God.

    7. Whenever my soul is downcast, I call out to You—from the Jordan headlands and Hermon, from Mount Mizar

    8. and depth to watery depth—calling out above the beat of Your streams, as all Your waves and breakers sweep over me,

    9. "The LORD sends forth His protection by day, and at night it stays at my side."

    10. A prayer to my living God: I say to my God, my strength: Don't forget me; don't let me go humbled by hostile threats.

    11. With death or broken bones my enemies curse me, as all day long I hear, "Where is your God?"

    12. But why be downcast, my soul, or murmur within me?

    13. Trust in God, for I will yet praise Him for helping me. My God.


    1. Kugel, James L. The great poems of the Bible : a reader's companion with new translations. New York: Free Press, 2008. ↩︎

    → 12:08 PM, Jan 28
  • Education: What we give over and hand on

    Rowan Williams:

    We are used to plaintive cries that not enough students opt for scientific subjects, and related worries about the supposed drift of our culture towards an anti-scientific relativism or, ultimately, a post-truth mentality. But one of the things we have learnt in the past ten months is that we set ourselves up for profound confusion if we talk about “science” as a source of self-evidently clear and effective solutions, as if narratives and values played no role. Bland claims to be “following the science” have acquired an unhappily hollow sound.

    […]

    What does it mean to “fail our children” in this broader context? It means backing away from the scale of change that we face, and from the job of resourcing young people to respond with intelligence, imagination and honesty. It would be ridiculous to pretend that there are a few simple restructurings that will achieve this. We need a courageous rethinking of our ingrained assumptions about education. We need to pay some critical and sympathetic attention to those despised and frequently attacked parallel worlds of the Montessori and Steiner systems. We need the issue of resources for the human spirit to be at the heart of educational vision – including craft, drama, sport, exposure to the raw natural world, community service. And anyone who thinks this is somehow in tension with responsible scientific training has not understood either sciences or humanities.

    → 11:34 AM, Jan 28
  • Love's as Warm as Tears

    Love’s as Warm as Tears
    C.S. Lewis

    Love’s as warm as tears,
    Love is tears:
    Pressure within the brain,
    Tension at the throat,
    Deluge, weeks of rain,
    Haystacks afloat,
    Featureless seas between
    Hedges, where once was green.

    Love’s as fierce as fire,
    Love is fire:
    All sorts–Infernal heat
    Clinkered with greed and pride,
    Lyric desire, sharp-sweet,
    Laughing, even when denied,
    And that empyreal flame
    Whence all loves came.

    Love’s as fresh as spring,
    Love is spring:
    Bird-song in the air,
    Cool smells in a wood,
    Whispering “Dare! Dare!”
    To sap, to blood,
    Telling “Ease, safety, rest,
    Are good; not best.”

    Love’s as hard as nails,
    Love is nails:
    Blunt, thick, hammered through
    The medial nerves of One
    Who, having made us, knew
    The thing He had done,
    Seeing (what all that is)
    Our cross, and His.

    → 7:18 PM, Jan 22
  • The Great Iconoclast

    C.S. Lewis from A Grief Observed:

    My idea of God is not a divine idea. It has to be shattered time after time. He shatters it himself. He is the great iconoclast. Could we not almost say that this shattering is one of the marks of his presence? The Incarnation is the supreme example; it leaves all previous ideas of the Messiah in ruins.

    → 6:52 PM, Jan 18
  • A Christian Ethic for now

    Alan Jacobs:

    So maybe a “general account” is not what is needed so much as equipment for acting wisely and lovingly — in a Christlike way — this day. A Franciscan-Daoist ethic for a surveillance-capitalist hate-media world. What that might look like is something I plan to think about a lot in the coming year.

    I often think of surveillance capitalism as the Eye of Sauron. Maybe the needed equipment would look something like a fellowship. Franciscan-Daoist sounds to me like a hobbit and wizard ethic, earthy and ethereal.

    → 8:23 PM, Jan 3
  • "Year’s End" BY Richard Wilbur

    Now winter downs the dying of the year,
    And night is all a settlement of snow;
    From the soft street the rooms of houses show
    A gathered light, a shapen atmosphere,
    Like frozen-over lakes whose ice is thin
    And still allows some stirring down within.

    I’ve known the wind by water banks to shake
    The late leaves down, which frozen where they fell
    And held in ice as dancers in a spell
    Fluttered all winter long into a lake;
    Graved on the dark in gestures of descent,
    They seemed their own most perfect monument.

    There was perfection in the death of ferns
    Which laid their fragile cheeks against the stone
    A million years. Great mammoths overthrown
    Composedly have made their long sojourns,
    Like palaces of patience, in the gray
    And changeless lands of ice. And at Pompeii

    The little dog lay curled and did not rise
    But slept the deeper as the ashes rose
    And found the people incomplete, and froze
    The random hands, the loose unready eyes
    Of men expecting yet another sun
    To do the shapely thing they had not done.

    These sudden ends of time must give us pause.
    We fray into the future, rarely wrought
    Save in the tapestries of afterthought.
    More time, more time. Barrages of applause
    Come muffled from a buried radio.
    The New-year bells are wrangling with the snow.

    → 1:09 PM, Jan 1
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